A lot of things have been testing my patience this week.

[1] Weather -
So hot and frustrating,
Boils my temper and i had to cool it down!

[2] Speed -
A LARGE VARIETY! I really cant stand slow things. (sweat!)
#1 People walking slowly
#2 Computer super lagg!
#3 Undecisiveness (including myself)
(Yes, i do get disappointed in myself)
#4 Doing things slowly when im in a hurry.
#5 Wait for queue and ppl just jump queue, pretendin it's nobody's business
#6 People responding very slow to my question
Small little things piss me off easily. 1 of my bad points i admit.
Im still trying to change . =DD


[3] Basic discipline -
#1 Inconsiderate
-In a crowded bus, people cant come up because ppl who are inconsiderate dun want move in and some students are late because of these people. Then when the bus leave, u can see the diao face of the students when they see that there is a hole in the line of ppl on the bus because people want to stick to the door, causing soooo much inconvenience.
-In a bus, got 2 seat den people sit outside, i observe and they take long rides not like 2 or 3 stops, den when got elderly, ppl pretend to sleep or never see the elderly! UGLY SINGAPOREANS!
#2 Selfishness
- When people need help should juz lend a helping hand nor.
I've seen people refusing to help even when it's just ju shou zi lao, so convenient to them.
-Distracting the class by making lots of noise, in the end go home and mug! CANNOT STAND THIS KIND OF PEOPLE. (Eg. Daryl Lee)
#3 Tactfulness
- Saying the wrong things at the wrong time, producing negative thoughts and hurting people's feelings.


But then despite my own personal emotions, how frustrated i am.
I controlled and keeped my mouth shut.
Because i noe that emotion belongs to the flesh,
Revelation belongs to the spirit.
I tried to control but sometimes it just slipped.
No one is perfect and everyone have sensitive spot,
so sometimes i will still blow up.

When Im pissed off,
All I can do is just to pray and seek God to cool down when im home.
But it brought me a lot closer to God, so trials are they really for a reason.
Have to overcome it, emerge victory den it will benefits.
Everything is possible with God.

Seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and all shall be added unto u.
AMEN!