Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Im sad,
Really sad..
i cried last night...
And today morning..
I need someone to console me..
Thanks BeeHwa,
bestie forever.<33
I love BeeHwa..
I only love her now..
T.T...
I tok on the phone
with BeeHwa juz now,
and I cried..
I cant control..
i didn want to.
But i juz dunnno why..
It juz flow down..
My eyes swollen le..
tmr still got CCA.
I need to go,
to return my fren his Basketball,
But i think,
I wont be goin on thursday le ba..
I really dun have mood..
** ***** ** le,
It's **** le..
The **** tt i ****,
the *** tt i ***..
the **** tt i ****..
Is now gone,
it have become a ******..
I ***** *** *.
Even though u ***** ** *******,
tt ** **** **** ****..
I can no longer depend on u,
like i use to last time,
you ***** ** *****,
U made me ***,
Im ******** to *** again...
U made me **** *****,
and made me **** ****
though i have **** ******.
My ***** ****,
***** with a
'* *** ***** ** ****** ******
** ****** * ************'
I *****,
my eyes is swollen since yesterday,
my pillow is wet with my tears..
And my face is ******* **** ** ***** too...
I still **** *..
Yet u ***** to **** **..
I cant say or do anythig,
i juz have to *** **** **** **..
I have to tell myself ** ** ******..
To be independent..
To ***** ****..
It's **** le..
I cant **** ** to it..
I gotto **** **..
No point ******* on le,
since u have ** **** *******,
juz say so,
u dun have to lie
u say u think u are not ****** ******..
y lie to me even when u ***** *****..
Haizz..
it's **** now,
juz a ******..
i will try to forget..
And be lets be **** ***** again..
I really feel like crying,
I needa cry,
I wanna forget,
those ***** ********,
but i have to hold back my tears,
i cant cry in front of my parents..
I cant let dem worry..
Im ****,
I scare i will cry in sch tmr..
Haiz...
I will never get into * ************
until im mature,
and stronger...
I cant fully ***** anyone le..
I dun wana *** **** again..
T.T..
I like to have freedom,
I dun like ppl to read wad im typing,
Pls gimme some freedom,
u wouldn wanna noe,
and it's none of ur business too..
I WILL be cheerful again,
by next week..
I hope..
AMELIA GOH IS STRONG
AMELIA RIANE GOH
MY ESCAPE..
-10:37 am-
MY ESCAPE..
-10:37 am-
